Twenty-five

Trust me, I have been here for the longest time (with the blankest mind) wanting to write something.

“YAY BEA YOU SURVIVED THE LAST 12 MONTHS!”
“YAY BEA WELCOME TO QUARTER LIFE CRISIS!”
“YAY BEA CONGRATUALATION ON ACCOMPLISHING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AFTER WASTING 25 YEARS OF YOUR LIFE!”

…. LET ME LIVE GUYS.

Adulthood is where dreams go to die. I don’t know about you but I am not settling down, ever (in context of job / passion). It reminded me of the conservation I had with my boss a few days ago.

Boss: You are ambitious but not ambitious.
Me: What do you mean?
Boss: You want to succeed but you are not settling down.
Me: I only want to succeed in the things which I am passionate for.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate my job, plus my bosses are super nice people to work with. *cue emo music* And Natassha gets to see my face everyday lol. And don’t ever ask me what I am passionate about, because I don’t even have the slightest clue.

But fuck whatever, Happy Birthday Beatrice, you conquered the last 12 months and I’m very proud of you. Hmmm, please do something about your impulsiveness, and learn to love yourself more.

Until then,
Bea X

p/s: I MISS BALI 🙂

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